It's 6am and I can't really sleep - I've been sleeping on and off the last 24 hrs. with no solid block of more then 3 hrs. asleep.
t has come to my attention that virtually all my human contact outside of work and poker is online anymore - actually, forum based -
Let's see what we got here..
Twoplustwo.com is the poker forum of choice choice. - 1200 posts and counting there as whiskeytown.
Smartrecovery.org is the forum for substance abuse - they're a little different then AA - less 12 step and day to day - more of the trying to bust the whole thing with psychology.
Wingofmadness.com is the place I go for depression talk. I used to do more of the alt.support.depression and alt.suicide.holiday, but those are useless....full of trolls and 12 hrs. behind anything I write - Plus, I just hate usenet these days... - I hardly even ever go to rec.gambling.poker anymore.
I'm gonna be like M. - I'm gonna die and no one's gonna know for a fucking month, and no one online is ever gonna know...they're gonna think I got busy or quit or something....that bites.