screw it....

you can't win if you can't lose, and right now, risking $100 to win a $530 seat ain't bad, but to risk that $100 to win the $530 tourney....that's a good deal...

I dunno why I'm doing this...it'll be the highest tourney buyin I've ever paid...but it'll also be slower, more controlled, more to a guy of my style

I've got 2500 in tourney chips beside my computer from my own chip collection, and I'll always reach for that stack before I hit bet/raise, just to remind myself of what I'm risking...

and I've got a 12 pack of coke and meat lover's pizza on the way :D

see ya after we're done

RB